It shouldn't be this hard. In her courageous memoir, Bethany opens up about her harrowing journey through a nearly fourteen-year-long marriage filled with turmoil and abuse. From the outside, her life seemed picture-perfect, but behind closed doors, Bethany faced a constant battle for her safety and sanity. With unflinching bravery, she recounts the moment when she found herself on the brink of losing her life at the hands of the man who had once promised to cherish her forever. Through her journey of survival and healing, Bethany sheds light on the often-overlooked realities of domestic violence and offers hope to those who may find themselves in similar situations.